Dream sequence

बेफिक्र से एक दूजे में घुल रहे
जब हो जुदा ख्यालों में मिल रहे
ख्यालों में यूं ये गुफ्तगू चलती रहे

-Pashmina, Fitoor.

यह फितूर तेरा लाया मुझको मेरे करीब ?

Haha, I tried. Anyway, now that you’re here.

So, about ten minutes from me finishing this, I was about to sleep, but?

Me 1: Life is great, do I love the idea of love? Yeah, I do. I’m currently happy thinking about what I can have with someone. Of course, there could be possible downsides and that is just a way of thinking but there are positives. Surely there ought to be. Else why isn’t the world a family of singletons? Haha, a family of singletons XD

Me 2: Ayy that reminds me, play Pashmina once before sleeping, please. I know it’s just the nth time, but please.

Me 1: Chaloooo! Dafuq Amazon music doesn’t have it. -.-

Me 3: Umm, (midway through the song at a particular stanza) isn’t it similar to something? Yeah, it is! On Body and Soul !!!! That movie was amazing. Maria & Endre have their weaknesses/flaws clearly visible to them, but their dreams seemed like knitting needles which were stitching their lives up and creating a fascinating fabric which would strengthen the two of them. That movie was beautiful. It moved me. Anyway, off to write about this, lemme post the stanza first and then start.


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Lights & sound

Welcome, you’re now witnessing an internal monologue.

I hope you have had a great day. It’s Diwali today, so apart from the noise I’ve been making inside my head, I get to hear the crackers too. That’s alright.

So, this is about yesterday.

Me 1:  What was that? It’s movies like these that elicit the idea of love within me. Cold War. Every time I looked at Zula, it felt as if she would barge inside my room, take my hand and we’d go away. Unlike Wiktor and Zula who had a plan, I do not. But, I’d go, go away with her anywhere. Not that I feel I need to get away from my life, this year overall has been amazing. I’ve met some amazing people, have been having some delightful time, have learnt a lot over the last four months about life, people and its nexus. Even life, in general, has been amazing so far.

Me 2: Another thing happened which we should talk about, Claire Underwood, wait, isn’t it Claire Hale? Yeah yeah, Claire Hale.  That woman, my goodness! When House of Cards began, I was attracted to Francis, not because I saw him as a role model in any sense, but what attracted me was his views towards society and people. Often I had tried to examine people using his lens. And I love doing that, love it when I can see others from a new perspective. But, Claire, wow, I still haven’t quite processed her and somewhere I don’t feel like.

Me 3: What hit you hard was the fact that it ended, you lost a source of learning and with the desperation you have to learn and understand about people, it kills you to not have a “guided mentorship” that leads you in life. That 4th wall which was broken time and again to speak with you isn’t there, it kills you. But as a stoic shouldn’t you be less affected by it?

Aren’t the paradigms of reality meant to be discovered and then acted upon wisely as the situation demands?

Me 1: I do not agree, there ought to be a cheat sheet. Something to give you the signs, not the whole story beforehand.

Me 2: It’s 2AM, go sleep Y’all.


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